"look in deeper. try to discover the thought in feelings that she have in silence. visualise and try to analyse. one word, 'perfectionist'. she belief she isn't one cause she knows the meaning of 'no one is perfect'. but she try very hard to be overcome what she feels but by the end of the day, she will break down in silence under her pillow. not wanting to let anybody know.

she try very hard to give in to others but by the end of the day, she wonder if ever there is somebody that is willing to think about her. never once she expect to be the somebody in other people eyes or try to please the others. what you see is the best of what she have and what she is, is the best that she could be.

she try not hurt anybody in her circumference but at the end of the day she is the one who will feel the hurt. never she will let herself feel satisfied first before others could feel it. she get frustrated, angry, disappointed and irritated. but what she can do was to remain silent again. all she could wish now was to be in her mother's womb and let the reincarnation process begins so as she would have the chance to ammend things that doesnt go by her way.

i apologies of the wrong doings that i have did. but nevertheless i appreciate those people who have accpeted me as who i am and for what i am."