3 weeks of attachment end last friday, 27 March 2009 at 2100 Hrs. 2 weeks at pediatric ward and 1 week at gynae ward teaches me alot of new things that i did not realise how important it is. but of course, the experience i gain at CGH was much better interms of performing my skills and theory into practice in a real situation. on the other hand, working at KKH really test how strong are you emotionally.

tell me about it how do you feel having to assist the doctors and nurses n abortion cases? 5 days at gynae ward and i see more than 10 abortion cases. at young at 8 weeks and as big as 24 weeks. as little as i know, i did not realise that you can see the full features of the featus as early as 16-20 weeks of pregnancy till the day i saw my first ever abortion case on the 24 March 2009.

nevetheless i wonder what was going through the mummy's mind when they decide to abort. not to mention those unwanted preganncy but what reason do they have for those who are married with kids? my heart sank upon seeing the poor featus gasping for air looking as though they are seeking for help from us so that they are able to survive.

i feel like sharing this email that i receive 2 years back on "pregnancy is sexy and abortion is not"

Month 1
Mommy, I am only 8 inches long, but I
have all my organs. I love the sound
of your voice. Every time I hear it, I
wave my arms and legs. The sound of
your heart beat is my favorite lullaby.

Month 2
Mommy, today I learned how to suck my
thumb. If you could see me, you could
definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm
not big enough to survive outside my
home though. It is so nice and warm in
here.

Month 3
You know what Mommy, I'm a girl!! I
hope that makes you happy. I always
want you to be happy. I don't like it
when you cry. You sound so sad. It
makes me sad too, and I cry with you
even though you can't hear me.

Month 4
Mommy, my hair is starting to grow. It
is very short and fine, but I will
have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my
time exercising. I can turn my head
and curl my fingers and toes, and
stretch my arms and legs. I am
becoming quite good at it too.

Month 5
You went to the doctor today. Mommy,
he lied to you. He said that I'm not a
baby. I am a baby Mommy, your baby. I
think and feel. Mommy, what's abortion?

Month 6
I can hear that doctor again. I don't
like him. He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding my home. The
doctor called it a needle. Mommy what
is it? It burns! Please make him stop!
I can't get away from it! Mommy!! HELP
me!!

Month 7
Mommy, I am okay. I am in Heaven. An angel told me
about abortion. Why didn't you want
me, Mommy?
Every Abortion Is Just . . .
One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.

now tell me what you feel? so the ladies don't do it if u can't face it cause by the end of the day you are killing a sinless life.

on the other hand, 2 weeks at peds ward was great! relatively my patients can be as young as 1 month and as old as 12 years. but of course i get trully irritated with kids who is being so frightful to an extent when they know you are walking towards them they will start crying like as though we are giving them a hurtful injection. argh!