what is the thing that is inside me? its just unexplainable. i dont really let out what i feel but at times i got no choice.

sad? happy? angry? stress? disappointed? discourage? everything.

i miss smiling ang laughing sincerely that comes from deep down my heart. listen to me. listen to what i feel and understand it. dont miss interprete it.

for all i know, i want a normal life. for all i want now is to cry.

i am crying emotionally.

you maybe very secreative. i may PRETEND not to know. i may PRETEND to be stupid. but the fact you can never know if my intepretation maybe right. but still ill go through my days as per normal.

LYING? only allah knows.