whenever i look at you, i feel like crying. the memory of what you have done to me flash back in mind and looking at you i don't know why i took the decision to keep quiet and let it be. it truly disturb me but i try to control. as i grew up, things happened. now than i belief how small the world is.

now than i realise how it really feels. i wish i could just shrink and be small again. i've learnt on how to let out my feeling but somehow i can't do it.

boy, thanks for the courage. you make me move forward and never turn back. you were there when i need someone and you were there to listen to my scream.

allah, thaks for giving me the courage and strength and causing me to make the right decision. i know that you were there to listen to every single words in my heart on every single second.